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All work and No play makes Jack a dull boy…(The Shining)

January 17, 2008 · No Comments

bird in cage…
Bird in a cage, huh? what is that analogy- you know the one… Srila Prabhupada uses it- we hear it all the time- jeez, I don’t remember. Well anyway, I took this photo in the Saint Louis Temple. The devotees there had this life size statue of this guy dressed in a tuxedo polishing a cage containing a dead bird. huh. I guess the analogy is something like- We learn from scripture that service to the material body, without caring for the spirit soul, is like saving the coat of a drowning man or like polishing the cage of a bird while neglecting to feed the bird.
Sometimes it is used in conjunction with the verse from the Srimad-Bhagavatam (10.84.13):

yasyatma-buddhih kunape tri-dhatuke
sva-dhih kalatradisu bhauma ijya-dhih
yat-tirtha-buddhih salile na karhicij
janesv abhijnesu sa eva go-kharah

“Anyone who accepts this bodily bag of three elements [bile, mucus,
and air] as his self, who has an affinity for an intimate relationship
with his wife and children, who considers his land worshipable, who
takes bath in the waters of the holy places of pilgrimage but never
takes advantage of those persons who are in actual knowledge–he is no
better than an ass or a cow.”

No better than an ass or a cow? Hummm, we have an ass here in New Vrindaban- Brody the Donkey. (or is he a mule?) Brody thinks he is a cow. No one has the heart to tell him otherwise. During the milking time, he just lines up with the cows and makes his whinny noise- expecting someone to come along and give him the grains that are given to the cows… and the rest of the day he just hangs out in the pasture with the ladies. According to Brody, it is better to be a cow than an ass…I’m guessing thats not really the point of this verse…
At least the goats know that they are goats. They act like goats- they associate with goats. They are not trying to sneak out the Peacock Pen and say “Hey Guys- Haribol! Look at me! I am a peacock!” Do you know why? Although goats are notoriously sneaky and underhanded animals- a goat cannot pretend to be something he is not.
OK so here is something to think about…
If you permit an Ass to associate with Cows- he will inevitably develop qualities of a Cow.
Goats? Goats will always be goats.
Some people just don’t know any better.

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snow tracks

January 4, 2008 · No Comments

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peacock tracks in the snow
5am: new vrindaban
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Initiation…

January 3, 2008 · 8 Comments

Hare Krishna Prabhus!

Please accept my humble obeisances, All glories to Srila Prabhupada. All glories to Srila Acaryadeva! During the weekend of December 14- 19th Srila Acaryadeva visited New Vrindaban. On Saturday December 15th 2007, at 8:30pm, in the presence of Sri Sri Gaur-nitai, and the assembled Vaisnavas I was given initiation! Mahalakshmi devi dasi. Here are the details surrounding the rest of the visit…

Gurudeva Hridayananda das Goswami Acaryadeva

On Friday afternoon, I met Srila Acaryadeva, Sadaputa Prabhu, and Brahmatirta Prabhu at the Pittsburgh airport. It is a long trip back to New Vrindaban, and I enjoyed having the association of such esteemed devotees. They were arriving for the ISKCON ACADEMY of ART and SCIENCES conference. As we were driving down the road, Srilq Acaryadeva said,” So you getting initiated… when do want to do it?” I had been told be Arya that He had said he wanted to do it Friday night- but I said, “I don’t know- how about tomorrow?”

Srila Acaryadeva was in high spirits in the association of his god brothers. The mood changed as we arrived in New Vrindaban. Shortly after we arrived at the home of Srila Acaryadeva’s hosts- who would arrive? Garuda Prabhu. Due to the constant banter and bickering between the two Godbrothers- the atmosphere then went from “high spirited” to absolutely hilarious- and remained so for the next 72 hours. The devotees at New Vrindaban were anxious to have the association of Srila Acaryadeva, and a crowd started to gather as news spread of his arrival. The darshan went on until 10:30-11:00pm. Srila Acaryadeva spoke about the origin of specific Christian theological points and common misconceptions about the “historical” Jesus. The following morning, Srila Acaryadeva gave Srimad Bhagavatam class.

Following breakfast- Srila Acaryadeva, Bharata dasa, and I went for a long walk along the country roads of New Vrindaban. We had gone out several roads leading toward Talavan, and we were walking on the main road near Bahulaban when it started to gently rain, so we decided that we’d better start walking back. The wind started up, and one thing led to another- and we were walking briskly down Hare Krishna Ridge through sleet and a freezing rain storm.

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It was very cold and as pellets of ice bounced off his face, Srila Acaryadeva explained that because he was from California he was enjoying the weather. In my opinion, it was almost intolerably cold. The snow and freezing rain would continue for the rest of the afternoon and early evening.

After our walk Srila Acaryadeva attended the second half of Saturdays conference, and I went home to get ready for my initiation. It was freezing, and had been raining, so when I left my apartment to go to my car to pick up Srila Acaryadeva at the temple- I was trying to be fast, because I didn’t want to be late… I slipped on the ice- and fell into a mud puddle, I messed up my sari and smashed my knee… it was swollen. I thought I was going to have to go to the hospital. Like the White Rabbit in Alice In Wonderland-th_white_rabbit_2.jpg I couldn’t be late. I couldn’t be late… I was going to be late… to meet Gurudeva… Oh no!!! So I got in the car, and drove up to temple to meet and pick him up- whoa! I wasn’t late, the meeting hadn’t ended… thank Krishna.

However, As soon as I walked into the temple, I started to cry. My knee really hurt, and I had messed up my sari… and his was supposed to be one of the happiest days of my life, but it was turning out to be a disaster… when the meeting ended, I was still a mess. Yatiza got a towel and wiped the mud off of my sari, Brahmatirtha Prabhu helped me before Maharaja came out of the meeting. When the meeting had ended Brahmatirta told Acaryadeva of my mishap… I put ice on my knee and they took my car up to the house. I told them that I would be up in a little while… I thought the initiation was canceled. Arya said she called Acaryadeva and told him that we should reschedule. I thought it was rescheduled.

I went up to the house and devotees started to show up. So Srila Acaryadeva said, Well are we doing this initiation? I said definitely! I was sad because I had already told some of the devotees at the temple that we were going to reschedule for the following day. I had calmed down and the sari wasn’t that big of a deal- but my knee really hurt and I had it elevate and iced the entire time.

Acaryadeva and Garuda went into the study… It definitely wasn’t the run-of- the mill Hare Krishna initiation… there was no Kartals or Mrdanga- it was a charming party with wonderful live classical music. People moved around the room chatting and catching up with one another. Yaitza played 3 or 4 Mozart pieces on the cello- it was beautiful. Garuda and Maharaja returned from the study, and Garuda prabhu said, “Send up the smoke” Gurudeva announced, “Ladies and gentlemen- the pope has been chosen” And the Garuda prabhu said, After much deliberation We have chosen a NAME!!” So I said to Garuda, “what is it, aren’t you going to tell me?” He shouted- “Swami! She’s trying to get me to tell her!” So the two of them sat down and proceeded with several minutes of witty banter regarding how they chose the name, and the list of things that were suggested, mostly Sanskrit jokes- when Malati interrupted and said, “can’t you just get on with it? I mean, really…..” the then Maharaja said, Ok without further ado- lets’ get on with it! Should I say something about diksa, Malati? it was unanimous- he gave an amazing lecture lasting for 45 minutes.

 

then he gave me my vowsvows…
I said that I would abstain from Illicit Sex, Intoxication, Meat eating and Gambling… And I vowed that I would chant a minimum of 16 rounds of the Maha-mantra everyday. Rati helped me by putting on my neckbeads…Rati putting on my neckbeads…

 

Acaryadeva gave me my beads and my name, saying… “drum roll please… your name will be Mahalakshmi devi dasi“- chuckling- he said,”get it? mega-bucks!”( So afterward, I asked Garuda, so what where the other choices? He said, “well Maharaja wanted to name you Shirley, but I wanted Good-golly-miss-molly.”) I looked at Malati, and it appeared as though a sigh of relief had come across her face when He said my name… Mahalakshmi…

We had a lot of fun. We joked around for a while, took prasadam, and later Maharaja and Yaitza played the overture to Handel’s Messiah. Maharaja played a Casio key board brought by Rukmavati (no piano was available). Maharaja and Yaitza played other pieces, Garuda said it was “SSOOOOOO BAAAAAADDDD!” and “The worst he had ever heard”- he had only thought about jumping out the window three or four times… And then Srila Acaryadeva said, Mahalakshmi tell your Uncle Birdie to shut up… and then we had an estatic kirtan.

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Palace of Cold…

December 17, 2007 · 3 Comments

Palace of ColdI hate the snow. I have had an aversion to the snow since childhood- due to the fact that it is mainly wet and cold. I decided that this year, I will no longer hate snow. Although I have considered moving to Tucson to avoid the winter months- I have decided to learn to appreciate winter. Positive attachment is called raga and negative attachment is called dvesa. On the path to self realization, we always focus on Raga- attachment, things that we are unconditionally attracted to. Everyone recognizes that “I am attached to this or I am attached to that”; but there is also the problem of hating things… like cold weather. I have decided to embrace the cold as to not harbor any unnecessary aversions. A very wise Goswami once said, “if I can justify my hatred or my bitterness because of the bad thing I experience then I can also justify my illicit attempts at enjoyment by praising the attractiveness of the objects that seduced me. In other words, justifying our attachments or justifying our aversions is not the kind of business you want to be in. We are not supposed to be justifying our impurities, we are supposed to be transcending them. To justify an impurity is basically to say “I think I’ll just keep it”, to say “this is a keeper”. So my mind has been made- I have been convinced- If I claim that it is OK to hate the winter because I dislike the cold weather, it is the same as being attached to some material desire because it makes me feel good… This year- I will learn to enjoy the winter months. All of these decisions were made before the first snow fall of the season. today was the first snow fall of another infamous New Vrindaban winter. It looked to me as though we got close to 6 inches of snow… terrible.

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